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                        就這麼在車里沉沉的睡著瞭  毫無防備的像個小孩

                        彷若以為,那個時刻,待在我身邊的依然是你.

                        想起某人給過的溫暖   無可避免的.

                        終究 是幻覺

                        

                       擁擠的車廂 車窗外飛馳的夜色 某種情緒就這麼瘋擁而來.

                       那一段路途, 想起你 會想掉眼淚

                       漸漸增多的奢華的溫暖.   真實的 不敢回望                      

                       也許某一天,  某一個時段 會勇敢的向後望

                       然後狠狠的說再見.   再也不見.

                       親愛的,   謝謝你曾經給過的很多很多.                                               

                                                                                                                                                                                   

                                                                     
                                                                         9:am     坐車回公司的途中   像個逃跑的人   我知道我遲瞭個大到.   
                                                                         9:pm     從別人口里聽說   以前的大學有人跳樓   就這麼挂瞭   生命像是個玩笑  說不見就不見
                                                                         10:am    抬頭  發現久違的陽光   突然心情大好   做瞭個決定   以後也不回頭瞭   什麼有的沒的全給我滾蛋
                                                                                      盡管  我很想知道自己說這番話的時候  到底有幾分虔誠   有多少勇氣去實現 
                                                                         10:pm    坐在電腦前   發呆   腦子里閃現齣很多東西   說不清   也許就這樣麻木瞭.
     
                                                                                                                                                                    

    救贖

                                                                                                                站在十字路口.滿街熙熙攘攘的車輛. 有那一刻,想就這麼停留 . 什麼也不用思考 

                                                                                                                                      街角閃爍的霓虹燈.     抬頭看見灰蒙蒙的天空.

                                                                                                                         過路的班車   卻不想上車.    那一條路,會開向什麼未知的方向

                                                                                                                                             是我想太多 抑或  從開始 就  與我無關.

                                                                                                                                      風在窗外呼呼的吹著.  漸漸的像是進入了冬天.

                                                                                                                             這個一年中最寒冷的季節.

                                                                                                                                                     遇見瞭誰,离開瞭誰.. 

                                                                                                                                          每一天,都在不斷發生著. 無法掌控

                                                                                                                              看見了他的她 .  在我眼中幸福的小女人.  我一直都知道

    . .                                                                                                                 平靜的連自己也難以置信.    卻在回頭時狠狠的抽疼起來.

                                                                                                                                       該狠狠的拋离某人的溫暖瞭

                                                                                                                                                  舍棄瞭再見的再見.                           

                                                                                                                            

                                                                                                                                           

    17:58分,華燈初上.腦袋里一片空白.

    坐在公車里 看著天色從灰蒙蒙轉向漆黑 一站一站 也不過風景而已

    想起某人的笑容

    城市

    他,真實的活在這個世界里.   我亦然
    每天為生活奔走在城市的每個角落.
    沒有誰消失與否.沒有誰离開.
    可是,卻什麼也看不見.
    安靜的生活在自己的世界里.
     
    時間的摺角線
    分割成兩個不同的世界.
    怎麼說.怎麼觸摸.
     
    空城
    萬籁無聲.
    只有我一人.